I have been here before but this time is feels different. I have been so mad at myself.. after a 20 pd loss two years ago, two months before my wedding I find myself back with the 20 pds on. I don't know how it happened...oh wait, I do. I got too confident and bad habits came rushing back. I started eating late with my fiance every night, just because he could, and here I am at 169 pds.
I am a bit discouraged just because I have been here so many times before. I also turned 40 this year and just feel sick and tired of feeling sick and tired of my weight. If that makes any sense. But, I have to shake this. I know the FF plan works, because it has before, and so I am back, trying to help myself again. I am embarking on the FF Smoothie Shakedown...again. In my heart, I am excited and hopeful that I will remain strong. Wish me luck!